It is the second day of a three day weekend that I have absolutely wasted. On Friday, I got together with Adam, Shawn and Mark to discuss making a short film this weekend but the limitations sent to us by the competition were just too limiting. We needed to have a cast and crew ready to go. So we decided to abort. I didn't want to be in the short because I am feeling so goddamn fat. My premise this past week has been to eat breakfast and then eat nothing again until dinner. Kind of a mid-day fast. But I'm not sure it is paying any dividends as this weekend was my dad's 67th birthday and we went out for steaks. The next day, my mom bought a huge platter from Zaxby's, and this morning I resigned myself to eat all the leftover spaghetti I could but there was like, half a dish left. I've been eating way too much even starving myself, is what I'm saying. On top of that, I have no one to hang out with. I am stuck at home, alone, watching episodes of Love.
John and Aubrey and Catherine went to Dragon Con (I was supposed to go back when I had a steady job and a way to pay for it). Jack is doing some weird passive aggressive thing where he is ignoring me. Daryn went to New York to be with her sister after a breakup. And who is left? Betsy seems constantly busy adopting new animals and working on her house. I am no longer welcome at their D&D nights (it was going on way too long but I miss the company). And who else is there? I guess there are places I could go if I just wanted to get out of the house. I could go to Chasing Rabbits or pick up my comics from Richards but it all seems like a waste of time. So I have three empty days and nothing to fill them with. This is depression, people.
No comments:
Post a Comment