Day 54: New Developments

Things hit the skids last week and I reached a really low point. I didn't think I could go on with the diary project because I was so depressed. I met with my therapist and basically just learned that, yes, I am fucked. The next day, my company pushed back my start date to September 11th...surely nothing bad happened that day, ever. I was lower than I had been all summer. I figured out I could maybe make it, if I drained my unemployment dry. Oh, in other news, Kirby invited me to go to the beach with him this month for a few days like we used to do when we were kids. That actually gave me a little bit of hope. After the job announcement, I started actually applying to all the things I had been pretending to apply for online. And then, today, Corrin (a classmate from middle school) told me about a job opening with Progressive insurance. I spent some time applying today. It could be just as much money as my investigator job, if not more. While I still don't know what a claims adjuster does, it has to be better than sitting around my house getting fatter.