The roller coaster seems to have finally pulled to a stop today. My company wrote to me to say I would be starting August 21st, they even sent a new letter for me to sign with my hiring date. It all feels official and like it can't be yanked away. So, I decide to go ahead with my birthday party and go ahead with my trip to the beach. I will continue doing what I've been doing all summer until my training starts. This was unexpected to say the least. Not only getting a firm date but moving it up three weeks was a bit of a godsend.
And I think about how I've been spending my days. I've been making lists of things to do as I wake up, it makes everything feel more official and structured. However, the past couple of nights I find myself finished with what I want to do by 7pm or so. This leaves me with some time to fret and fidget. My friends are working hard to get my birthday party right this year, bless em. I hope I have room for everyone to be comfortable. We need to get this TV in here. Now I'm just typing whatever comes to mind. I thought I had a point to make but maybe I don't.
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