Day 25: What do I do with this Sweet Sweet Information

So, I have a between a month and almost two months ahead of me with nothing to do but be patient. There is a wishful part of me that sees me running laps and busting ass to get in shape during this down time but...that's not going to happen. I see myself rewriting the heist novel I lost when my last laptop blew up but I would want to do that outside the house. I see myself volunteering maybe somewhere that needs me.

I meant to talk about this with my therapist yesterday but I had to catch her up on the last month of minor triumphs and setbacks like getting a start date on my job but getting fired from my other one. She seems to think that getting paid unemployment will be easy...I hope so. She also thinks I need to up my meds, which seems risky at the moment. Not sure what to do with all this free time, but I'm sure it will pass somehow.

Food since last time: My friend made me two hot dogs I ate with a Coke Zero. For dinner, I made cheese fries and barbecued sausage. For breakfast I had my SEC muffin and three mini-crullers with a DP. For lunch, I had a bologna and cheese sandwich with barbecue chips and a DP. Today began my rule of no snacking.

Pop Culture: I watched Oh, Hello Live on Broadway, read some comics and watched a few episodes of Alone with my mother (that is the show Alone which I watched in the company of my mother not a show called Alone With my Mother).