Day 31: First Day of Summer

Here is one practical consideration that makes staying at my parents' house a pain in the summer: the vent through which the magical air conditioning flows is blocked by my bed. In fact, almost any way you configure my room, my vent is going to be blocked. I think I have figured out a way to tetris the whole thing around but it will take just so much effort to get it done.

I am back to facing my fat problem. How do I deal with being so large? How can I reverse this while living in a house of pies and fried fat? How can I get exercise when the smallest movement makes me burst out in a horrible sweat? I come back to swimming again but how do I deal with my fear of taking my shirt off in front of others? Will I ever work up the nerve to start anything?

I watched some old George Sanders movies last night. I like that guy.